People are starting on the whisky, bourbon, wine, wine, wine, and it looks so good! I really really wish I could have one. But I’m not going to because one will lead to at least five, and I don’t want that. I really want to make it through this holiday without booze. It’s not so hard if I can keep hiding out here in my room whenever I want. They all think I’m resting because I have been sick (which is true, but obviously not the whole story). So, nobody is commenting on my not drinking. Or, offering me wine. At least not since the first night. Not so bad. I’ll make it though and won’t drink tonight.
msnewleaf 