I woke up this morning to a reddish/orange hellscape of a sky. Right now, it is 8:13 in the morning, and I am sitting here in my unusually darkened room looking out at a thick blanket of orange clouds outside my window. We have had red sunrises for many days recently, but this orange sky is new.
It is the fires, of course, burning all over my state and, now, neighboring states. Apparently, smoke particles in the air can make the sky appear reddish or orange. The air quality isn’t even that terrible right now, but it really looks like the end of the world out there.
Except for the smoky air, we are OK in my city. It is unlikely that wildfires will burn my house down. My parents, however, live in the woods in a neighboring state, and they are not so lucky. They are sitting in a hotel with their two cats right now, waiting to hear if their house is still standing. Crazy stuff.
Anyway … I have been insanely busy with work lately so I haven’t been able to get on WordPress as much as I would like. I have to get back to it as I have a project due (end of the world or not!) today, but I wanted to hop on and say that I’m still sober. I told my friend that I am really NOT drinking on my birthday weekend. She did her complaining, disappointed thing, but I think she heard me. Regardless, I am resolved. So, I will enter my 50s with a clear head, looking positively toward the future, and sober. Hopefully, fire will not upend our beach getaway plans.
Sending much love and support to all of you.
xoxo
Leafy
I am sure thinking of your parents right now! Yikes! Awesome you told your friend you definitely aren’t drinking for your beach get away! That’s really hard to do but then again last year we took a short family beach getaway and I didn’t drink and my morning beach time was so worth it! I left very happy I made that choice!
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Thanks so much! Yes, I’m already imagining my clear head when I wake up tomorrow with the sound of the waves! Xo
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Glad to hear you are okay, are still sober and planning a fantastic sober birthday. You are awesome and strong. I’m here with you in the smoke… I hope your parents’ home survives. My husband and I were having the same conversation this morning about the red sky…it looks like the apocalypse! I really hope it’s clear for your birthday. Xx
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Thank you, Collette! Me, too! ❤️
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That’s so scary for your parents! I’m keeping it all crossed for them. I think you have done the right thing making your decision about alcohol on your birthday and setting out the boundaries now. Just think how great you will feel waking up and making the most of the time away. When is your actual birthday? 😘
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Tomorrow. Half a century achieved. 😁🤗
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Oh wow! Wishing you a really happy birthday. You deserve a lovely time. Sending birthday love xxx💕❤️
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Thanks Claire! ❤️
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Keeping everything crossed for your mum and dad, how scary. Makes you realise what’s important in life, each other and your pets. Think you’re so strong having that hard conversation with your friend, go you 🥰
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Thank you. I’m feeling good about it. 💕
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My friend who lives in Oakland sent me a picture of that sky this morning! Scary stuff. But YAY for you standing your ground about the birthday, and talking to her ahead of time. HAPPY BIRTHDAY tomorrow!!!!!
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Thank you!! Looking forward to it. Xo
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I am so saddened by all the fires, and I so hope your parents will be ok.
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Also so happy you are having a sober birthday!
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xo
Wendy
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Thank you, Wendy. ❤️
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What a crazy time we are living in, the fires are so heartbreaking to see/read of. I’m really glad you’re safe & sober & I truly hope with all my heart your parent’s home comes out standing💜
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Thank you, Paige. Me, too! Xx
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I’m so sorry about your parents! I have a trip to CA planned (initially it was Big Sur but the fires made that impossible – it’s currently Yosemite), I hope it’s going to go ok/going to happen. Congrats on your birthday resolve 🙂 Ironically, it will make this birthday much more memorable lolol ❤ xxx Anne
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Ha! Yes, we are planning to go to Carmel today. Keeping an eye on that Big Sur Fire, though. I hope you get to go to Yosemite! ❤️
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❤ enjoyyyyyy !!!
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